Video 69 🚶♂️ Walking, Asking, Receiving, Trusting
69 🚶♂️ Walking, Asking, Receiving, Trusting
🪶 The rhythm that remains when the striving stops.
I’ve chased a lot of clarity in my life.
I’ve wrestled scripture.
I’ve dug into history.
I’ve questioned institutions.
I’ve followed threads most people didn’t even know were there.
I’ve written hundreds of blogs.
Recorded dozens of videos.
Stayed up late untangling things that never quite sat right in my soul.
And you know what?
Those seasons mattered.
Awakening is a gift.
But somewhere along the way, something even quieter happened.
The pressure lifted.
Not because I solved everything.
But because I realized I didn’t have to.
The pattern became simple.
Walking.
Asking.
Receiving.
Trusting.
That’s it.
Not chasing experiences.
Not proving anything.
Not building a following.
Not persuading anyone.
Just staying with Him.
🚶♂️ Walking
Not racing ahead.
Not forcing revelation.
Just continuing forward.
Some days steady.
Some days limping.
Some days laughing at myself.
Walking humbly with God doesn’t look dramatic.
It looks steady.
It looks like a man who isn’t trying to impress heaven anymore.
🙏 Asking
I used to think asking meant intensity.
Now I think it means honesty.
Sometimes it’s words.
Sometimes it’s tears.
Sometimes it’s just lying in bed saying,
“Lord… help me.”
And He does.
Not always loud.
Not always mystical.
But faithful.
🎁 Receiving
Receiving doesn’t always look like lightning.
Sometimes it feels like light.
Sometimes like love.
Sometimes like peace.
Sometimes like oneness.
And sometimes?
It feels like nothing more than calm assurance.
That’s enough.
I once thought the miracle was the light.
Now I think the miracle was the surrender.
The light was beautiful.
The love was overwhelming.
The peace was real.
The oneness was sacred.
But what opened the way wasn’t effort.
It was surrender.
And surrender didn’t feel like losing.
It felt like relief.
🤲 Trusting
Trusting is where surrender lives.
Not surrendering effort.
Surrendering control.
Surrendering the need to see everything.
Surrendering the pressure to produce.
I even had to ask myself recently:
If I never posted again,
would Christ still be forming me?
If no one applauded my clarity,
would I still follow Him?
And the answer was yes.
That’s when you know faith is becoming quiet.
And quiet faith
is harder to shake.
The strongest disciples
are not the loudest.
They are the most at peace.
I don’t need more spectacle.
I don’t need more certainty.
I don’t need to see His face to know He is here.
Walking.
Asking.
Receiving.
Trusting.
That is enough.
And today…
it feels complete.
📖 A Quiet Scriptural Anchor
“Walk humbly with thy God.” — Micah 6:8
“Ask, and it shall be given you.” — 3 Nephi 14:7
“Did I not speak peace to your mind?” — Doctrine & Covenants 6:23
“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart.” — Proverbs 3:5
“Be still, and know that I am God.” — Psalm 46:10
This rhythm isn’t new.
It’s ancient.
And it still works.
Comments